Wednesday, May 09, 2007
7 more days and im going sailing already, everything seemed so fast. LOL
at first i was really hoping to go sailing, but as the date drew closer..
it makes me feel a little hard to leave.. lol.. alot had happened.. learned to cherish wat i :)
but nvm, its a brand new start for my career :) im finally establishing my career!
after hearing wat desmond said to me, its really tough onboard the ship. he slept
an average of 5 hours/day lol. and when he called me, he did not sleep for 2 days already
wtf.. that tough? i aint backing out now! bring it on! ROAR! really into the thought of sailing now.
visiting other countries, experiencing how the life is onboard a big vessel is really a challenge to me. and i like challenges :D sometimes i wonder if my frens will miss me, but after putting myself in desmond shoes, i think its better to concentrate on wat i'll be doing onboard is a better choice. lol. got to give my 110% while working! i wanna come back in a piece.
going for a game of dota or pool, with my best buddy, weian :D okay.. maybe wont be blogging these few days, quite busy at me mum's shop, got to help her out whenever i can.. cos.. im leaving soon.. :( i'll miss those who are special to me :)
-bye
goofyyourname // 12:41 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
OMG THATS SO TRUE LA! just did a personality test via cat's blog to another link.
You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose. You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it.You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.
LOL. YES! IM FINALLY EMPLOYED! and im going sailing soon, maybe in a couple of weeks time, say 2 - 4weeks time? not sure too, now i just have to get my USA visa done and my vaccacination jabs, then i'm ready to go. hopefully i could get a nice ship, with nice people hahaha. good luck to me. btw, im mentally prepared to be ill-treated onboard, ROAR!
The thought of sailing off singapore is good, good career prospect, although the pay is quite low la, but its still worth while luh, just a trainee, im getting ard USD$520/month. Thats wat the company pple told me. so will be off for like say 6- 8 months before coming back to SG. Gonna miss lots of pple. hmmm, will get back to u all when i get back.
went m'sia 2 weeks ago with denys, chee bai chiang and weian. it was really fun, lots of new adventures. LOL we got fined twice in a day, wat luck we had.(Once was for speeding 170km/hr on the expressway, another was dangerous driving on the road in KL, what's interesting was speeding at 170km/hr cost only 50 bucks, but dangerous driving cost 200 wtf? fucking corrupted la LOL, anyway i think its funny.) had a tour within KL thanks to denys's fren which i forgot his name, so sorry LOL. didn't went much places, just eat eat and eat. oh ya, we played paintball during our stay at KL, IT WAS SO FUN! but when u got shot, it sucked, it hurt like u got punch by a bull. hahahaha, then after the paintball was a relaxing swim and jacuzzi at denys fren's condo. LOL. oh and its denys who did the driving all along. we just sit back relax and psp-ed. LOL
then we headed back to SG after that. OH YEA I MISSED ONE VERY IMPORTANT DETAIL. Our accommodation of 1 night at KL was at Royal Bintang Hotel. When we reached there, we wanted to take a normal room, of RM200+/night, but it was all taken up then we stayed at an executive suite! WOOTS IT ROCKED TO THE MOON! but it costed RM460/night. worthwhile luh.. ITS FUN! nice room, nice toilet LOL. we intended to go cameroon highland the next day, but we all overslept. LOL. then thats when we go paintball-ing. WOOO! i'll definitly go back for another round of 2000 paintball action HOHOHO.
ok im tired of typing.
-bye
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
WAH LAO EH! WHY EVERYONE LIKE DAO ME SIA TODAY. WTF! anyway going malaysia soon, a small getaway from singapore :D
interview at NOL on the 10th i hope i can get it... then can go onboard asap. i wannna go sailingg........ :'(
i just love cs-ing. killing pple and yet not convicting any crimes feels so good LOL.
went to take my pay today~~wooo~~~ i can feel psp getting closer and closer to me.. oh yes psp come to papa~ woooooo
ok luh, go frag some ediots already. alright lets move out! blog till here sian already fuck everything.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
frankly speaking.. i dont see any difference at all.. i dont know wat's next, and i couldn't even be bothered to eevn think about it.. i dont wanna care anymore.. fuck it.
would rather spend my time playing cs, cos its the only thing that can make me feel happier.
its so heart-breaking.. *sigh*
now awaiting for company to call me.. wanna go sailing.. :D i just love the sea.
wish me luck, so that i can get a company that post me to a ship then off i go sailing. :D
hohohohoho~~ very sian.. dont feel like blogging.. bye.
goofyyourname // 12:53 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
hahahahahahaha.. had a very exciting day. firstly, weian and i decided to go have dinner together, since we haven't met for quite sometime, good old buddy meeting. Then we decided to drive 2 cars along, thats me in 1 and he in another. then while turning out of the carpark, suddenly there is a car coming at high speed, weian thought that car would be driving straight, so he moved out but that car suddenly brake and signal he wanted to turn. so weian jammed brake. Then i was behind, i thought weian moved out already! so i start turning out, only to realise he jammed brake when i turn my head back, after checking blindspot! i immediately full turn wheel lock my steering and E-brake. LOL BUT I STILL KISSED HIS CAR'S BUTT LOL SO FUCKING FUNNY LA!
HE TOLD ME HE GOT THE SHOCK OF HIS LIFE! I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING SIA! HAHAHAHAHA! luckily its no big deal. we just traded some paint and his car didn't have any dent. LOL! i really cant stop laughing at that point of time. damn fucking lame sia. and whats the worse is that, that incoming car's driver laughed when he saw our car bumped! knn that chee bai kia! if only he signalled earlier, i wont hit his butt already. knn.. chee bai sia, dun let me see him outside, i sure e-brake infront of him, let him bump my butt, then i wont settle in private, i straight away call police settle lol~
still awaiting for my lec to contact me.. please let me go sailing.. i want to go badly :( please please please i pray pray u la lol~
quitting all my jobs soon. sick of working already fuck care everyone lol~
wooo~ enjoy life now :p bye!
goofyyourname // 12:14 AM
Monday, March 05, 2007
sian.. sick of all these, call never reply sms never reply.. even my best fren also like that.. knn pang seh. chee bai.. say hao liao tonight go pool in the end fell asleep. kns.. then now stuck at home.. si bei no mood. fucking helll. chee bai.
do wat now, sian... dont wanna use my phone to contact pple already, wats the point? sometimes i feel its better to be alone than to know pple. u know em, but in the end wat happen? no replies, not contacting one another. wat the fuck is this? i really dont understand, seriously.
maybe they have their reasons, then so be it. i dont care anymore, no explanations needed anyway. whatever! i'll just work hard and do my own job, at least they wont pang seh me. thats for sure. working life suits me better.
thats all i have to say, fucking dulan. fuck off.
goofyyourname // 12:27 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
cccchhhhhhheeeeeeeeee bbbbbbbbaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii'
my mum, sis and bro go m'sia LEFT ME ALONE IN SG......... NNNNNNNNNNNBBBBBBBBBBBBBBbb
PANG SEH SIA! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz
sian to max, alone at home. fucking sian la! noone to suan, noone to talk back to disturb.. this is extreme borednessssssss.............
meeting weian! we go havoc! lollll
kkkkkkkknnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
loll.. if only they go there by bus or sth else..... nnnnnnbbbbbbb they drive there, i cant use car, cant go anywhere ffffuuuucccckkkkkk! fucking hungry now, nth to eat. ask my mum buy magi mee already till now still haven't buy WAH LAN EH! die liao la me.
max extreme sia.... yay~~ going cineleisure play pool play lan. ho seh~~ spend money spend money~~ pay coming on TODAY! but think have to go take the fucking cheque chhheee baaaii have to wait again. knn.
ok go prepare liao~~~~ wooo~~
